That great quote from WWI flying ace Eddie Von Rickenbacker is one that is oft repeated or emulated by others. My dad, without the benefit of Google or the internet, shared a nearly identical version of it with me as a child growing up. On an extraordinary, ordinary Saturday morning we in my family saw, in miniature, what that quote really means.
This particular Saturday found us up at the crack of dawn, heading off to yet another terrific Boy Scout adventure. Groggy family piled into the family grocery getter, we all headed off to Camp Kiwanis in Central Lower Michigan for a day of service to others. Michael's Boy Scout Troop was volunteering to help with an event called "Webelos in the Woods," an opportunity for Cub Scouts and Webelos to earn merit badges and participate in some of the greater aspects of scouting, camping, and achievement.
Planned for the younger kids were activities like Archery, Engineering, Camp FIre building and a climbing/rappeling opportunity on the camp's famous "Tower of Strength." Parents were invited to come and hang out while the older Boy Scouts volunteered to help out at different activities around the camp.
During break periods and down time, the Boy Scouts who were present were permitted to engage in some of the same activities that were set up for the younger Cubs and Webelos. It was during one of these times that I asked our nearly 11 year old son if he thought he wanted to a take a crack at mastering "The Tower of Strength."
Call her what you will - "The Widowmaker," "Old Cranky," or "The Plywood Pariah"; the Tower of Strength is a four sided climbing tower of ancient construction with a rock course on two sides and a rappelling surface on the third. It is central to the parade grounds at Camp Kiwanis and casts an imposing shadow there for all of the visitors to see.
I was expecting some hemming and hawing and an eventual "no" from Michael. He is my conservative child; my "why cannonball into the pool when the steps are right here?" child. He is as deliberate, purposeful and cautious as my youngest is wild and carefree. So it was that he surprised me by meeting my gaze with a huge freckly smile, and said, "Sure, Dad, I'll give it a try."
I was doubly surprised because I knew how exhausted he must have been. The night before there was a Walk-A-Thon event at the local school and Michael ran the entire three hours he was there; stopping only twice for water. He logged nearly 14.5 miles in three hours of solid running merely 15 hours before we arrived at the base of Old Cranky. So, I expected him to flop down into the camp chair next to me and tell me "maybe next time, dad."
But - he made a bee-line for the Tower. He was suited up, given an expert safety instruction and assumed his place on the right side of side by side climbing stations set up to assault the west side of the Tower of Strength.
The Tower is a seductive temptress to those adolescents who come within its presence. Its rock course, straight up a 90 degree wall using only your brain, arms, hands and legs, tests strength, courage, and flexibility. The reward for reaching the top? Rappeling down the other side. That's the rule of the Tower - the only way you get to rappel down is if you can find the grit within you to climb up. It's not uncommon for kids to have to use successive trips on different visits to the camp to work up their courage to make it to the top.
Now the fact is that anyone climbing is first and foremost in the hands of trained, certified climbing instructors. So, thing one - the kids are always safe. Thing two - they are tied off in expert climbing fashion and, if everyone has done their job right, should be able to make the effort at climbing the wall with no real possibility of falling. Those things being certain, however, try convincing a ten year old 15 feet off the ground and 15 feet from the top that he is no danger whatsoever.
So it was that Michael approached the course. He is lean, and strong, and very flexible and the first 15 feet up were achieved without even breaking a sweat. Then, at the midpoint of the wall, he became uncertain of which handholds to take and had the courage to tell one and all "I'm afraid, can you lower me please?" He didn't cry or scream out, but there was no doubt he wanted down.
Anthony scales the wall to help Michael |
What he didn't see was that a fellow scout, Anthony, a whirling dervish of a kid with wild hair and a broad, energetic smile, was preparing to assault the second route on the exact same wall. He called out "Hang On Michael! I'm coming, I'll show you the way!"
The crowd around the Tower also called out to Michael "Hang on, Don't quit! You can do it!"
In a flash, Anthony, a confident and skilled climber two years older than Michael, zipped up the left hand side of the wall and, pausing ever so slightly when he got next to him, said to Michael, "c'mon, you can do this. Follow me."
Michael, all eyes on him now, re-mounted the wall with vigor and commitment and, when he couldn't find a foothold, used his hands and arms to pull himself up to the next spot where his boots could find purchase. Families from Scout packs we had never met before called encouragement to him "You can do it!' came a call from the archery range. "Don't quit, Michael!' called out a dad from behind his young son. A complete stranger standing next to me called on to Michael as if he was his own, "You can do it buddy! You're almost there!"
Slowly and surely he made his way to the top and successfully summited The Tower of Strength on his first try. We all cheered. I cheered hard, knowing how tired and afraid he must have been.
Rappelling down ! |
I watched with pride as he rappelled down the smooth side of the Tower. I wondered what I might tell him later of his extraordinary ordinary day in Scouts and it occurred to me that not a single person in the world would have held it against him if he said "I'm tired, and scared, and for crying out loud gimme a break I ran almost 15 miles on 10 year old legs just last night." No one would have judged him if he insisted on being lowered from the Tower.
But...instead...
Instead of having done something no one would have held against him, he (with help from fellow scout Anthony) achieved something now that no one will ever be able to take away from him. He saw his fear, and mastered it. He stood fast and colored in the lines of his character with bravery and achievement and did the very thing he was sure he couldn't do. He did on an ordinary day what is the ordinary mission of Scouting and the parent volunteers who work so hard at making these days possible.
And, in that regard, he had an extraordinary, ordinary day at Scouts.
So thanks for stopping by my blog. Wherever you are today; whoever you are with - I hope you are spending time with people whose courage lifts you, inspires you, and reminds you that there is bravery yet within all of us, if we just look for it and sometimes have the help of others to find it.
Dennis
smalltowndad@hotmail.com
1 comment:
Dennis - Thank you for sharing this extraordinary moment with all of us. You have such an amazing gift for putting into words your epxeriences and perspective and I so enjoy reading your blogs.
Give Michael a huge atta-boy; and a high-five to Anthony for his part in helping to uplift and encourage when too often stories of just the opposite get more "air-time". What a great group of kids, and what a triumphant moment for Michael!
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